On Damage

I told That Person everything. About the three other guys, I told him the entire truth. I was expecting him to break up with me. Say “enough is enough, I can’t take you anymore.” But he didn’t. He stayed on the phone. I’m naked and vulnerable and it feels good to finally be able to be like that.

He’s called me “not worthy of this earth,” “inhuman,” “a walking vagina, open to any and all passerby” and tons of other names like that. I needed to reach the bottom of myself, to feel like a shell of a human. He was making sure I knew the damage I’d done. And I’ll be with him every second he needs help and support. I want to be only his. Finally.

March 9, 2013

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